Struggling to Continue Blogging

It's been awhile since my last blog.

Because I am conflicted.

It bothers me that I can't say what I want to say or use specific words in my blog because I am afraid my government, or for that matter, someone else, will get me for it.

This internet thing has taken a nasty turn.  It is being used, in this case, by my government to monitor the activities of it's citizens.

I know, this has been the case for years, but I finally have done something that could get me in trouble.  I have traveled to a place that is verboten...for no good reason...just misconstrued political horse shit.

There is no fun left in blogging for me.

And this sucks because I love to blog.  But I refuse to edit my comments anymore out of fear.

I don't know what I am going to do.

Presently, I sit in a hotel in Colombia, an incredible country.

Now, it is OK for me to be here, legal and all that.  So I'm going to try and blog again and see what happens.  But just know that I have over 12 blogs that I will never write and you will never read.  And hopefully not sounding self important, blogs that could have contributed to you in substantial ways.

F#$#@!!!!  I used to love my government.  It is a stretch for me now.  Maybe I will re-bound as time progresses